Im about done. I don’t know how much longer I can do this by myself.
Its sad when someone defends me, things only get worse. I guess I should stop expecting people to do what they say they are going to do so Im not upset all the time.
Im so tired of being taken advantage of. Im so tired of people saying one thing and doing another. Im so tired of people npt having any consideration for me. I hate that after I just had my son, I still have to be the one responsible for bills, keeping track of dhs, and taking care of the house. I hate that my boyfriend went out of his way to go get boxes for his aunts husbands mom to move out of her home for us to move in and she decided not to move. So now we either get to stay in an aunt infested house or sweat to death in the summer. I can’t stand this shit anymore. What’s worse is I think I’m becoming depressed again. But I guess I could care less right now.
I wish people would stop treating my son like he’s something to compete about. You are his FAMILY. He will love you all no matter what, and if he doesn’t then he will at least have respect for you. If you don’t care to see him, then fine don’t. If you want to come see him then come see him. I’m not forcing ANYBODY to have a title or obligation when it comes to my son. I love him and will do my best to care for him. To me that’s all that matters. So grow up and act like adults. At least for him. Because a couple years down the line, it I hear one person talk shit about someone in the family I will slap you. Even though I don’t care too much for my sister, that is his aunt and she does have every right to see him. But I have every right to restrict things when they come. If he wants to see her, he can. What happened between me and her will stay that way. He will know nothing about it. No kid should ever see negative about anybody in their family. Let them be the judge.